Words and Color in a Page

Everyday feels like a new page.
Sometimes it only contain dull words, but sometimes it can be colorful and contain some drawings.
I know, life is like a wave that have up and down.

It feels only yesterday that someone can feel the excitement and joy.
A thing which she'll never forget for the rest of my life,
A day, when she almost completely let all her energy and inner personality to shine,
which finally made her to almost a really different person that she never been.

The shy & quiet girl turns to be the highlight in the room
The ugly duck turns to a beautiful swan
The loner finally found her friends and be the leader in the group
The follower who turns to be a leader and gain lots of support

However, months have passed..
Seems this person is coming down from her previous condition.
She needs learning to face the real world,
Learning things which will open the gate of knowledge in order to understand the truth.
Also, Unlocking one of the gate in her past and use it again for the second time.

Eventhough this girl always try to find a better way,
but she's stuck in a maze and always coming back to a place.
From being a cheerful girl and thinking positively in finding the right way to get out from the puzzle,
but it turns out that she will feel very down because she realized that she will be trapped in the maze for a long period.

She's not sure whether entering new puzzle could be adventurous and bring happiness to her.
However, she is going to try her best in preparing everything to restart a fresh and happy life in the new place.
Eventhough this place is always calm and quiet, but she always hope all the best youth memories can be found there.

Wish this girl a very good luck.

What is happiness? What is an actual dream?

Today, was like a turning point for me.
Somehow, I knew that my life are blessed.

I have..........
good friends, family, relatives, sibling and even best friends

I do ....
have talents, able to buy various items, having best education, being loved

Even I,,
consult people, considered wise & patient.
In which, people would think that I'm 90% a perfect woman.


However,
I felt something's missing.
I want to be loved by someone.
I want to know when to smile from the deepest of my heart, cry with 'true' tears, and breathe while enjoying every seconds I live.


It's because of my relationship with HIM are getting distant.
It's me who are slowly avoided HIM. 
I was blown by the wave of the world.

I said, that I was strong, capable, and able to do alone.
However, I'm not...
I'm just someone, who is actually weak inside, but try to be strong outside.


Maybe, it's an alarm for me. To wake up from my sleep without a dream.

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As for my dream,

I'm getting curious with my own statement, which I'm really sure about it.

What will I pursue in the future?

I wanted to be a fashion director in fashion related company

I wanted those people smiles and laugh while wearing outfit that I made

I wanted to made every pieces with love, finding a butterfly inside someone and carry it out

But, what have I done now?

It seems, that I was too focused in producing effectively

Too focus on the business itself, how to improve and expand it.

Till I forget the most important part

Made the person who wears it feel a different feeling . Wearing it with a smile.

Cause this hands, are actually destined to turn plain items to a pretty 'jewelries'

It only needs pure heart + little hard work

As I've just realized everything today,

since it's a beginning year,

since it will be a different year,

since I wanted to have best memories in this year,

I'm going to pursue my dream, little by little started from this year 

with all my heart and with a REAL motivation

My first experience setting up menus

Hey yaa all :D 

I have a news to tell you that my mom is going abroad to visit my sister for 10 days, then I must set up for everyday's menus for lunch and also dinners :P

It's a new experience for me doing that and I hope I'll have a ton of ideas came to me and it will be a success..

There's also 1 thing that also challenged me. It is I must cooked by myself for 3 days ! Whoa !! When I know this news I've got interesting. Lol..

I don't know why, but sometimes I just like trying a new things (note: but this activity must a thing that i like :D) ..

I really really hope that it'll be exciting days to me, and I hope so that my dad and brother will like it. hahaha.

There's still 1 thing left that I want tell you, yesterday I've been really exciting and I think it's a really good motivation because my friend said that I'm lucky and great because I can cooked (although I'm only a newbie!) ..

Thank youu for keeping your eyes to this post :D

Collection of my comics..

Hi guys ! Sorry for my long absence, because I have too many homework and test :(

I've got confuse what to do with my collection of comics and finally i've decided to sell it *haha*..

Maybe it's not much, but I think it was better to sell it than I just put it without reading it anymore.

When I started to prepared everything I've got really tired compared to my thought beforee..

But now, finally everything is finished and I've made an account in facebook to selling it,  and it was a pleasure for me :)

and now I want to introduce it, please take a look if you want to see :D

Here's the name of that account on facebook ..

Ryukii Zuki


Thanks for your attention <3

A little about Cinderella's sister

Helloo !

I'm back to tell you about my english project. The teacher said that I must made or found in internet about another Cinderella's version of story. I'm Soo lucky, because I already know a story about that, but the bad news for me is I must collected it in 2 days :O

But, I'm soo happy and glad to have a partner in this project, because I know that she can help a lot :D

When making it, at first I think it wasn't really hard, because I already know about the story. But when I made it.. I feel it's a little hard to make (because I had to do well with the grammar, tenses, etc and I must run with the time). And luckyy mee, I can made and collect the project on time :D :D

I haven't see the film until it finished (I just watched some episodes), but my friends that already watching it said this film is really good and it's really touching, and one of my friend tells me that she drops tear when she was watching it .. So, I recommend to you to watch this film :) Next time when I have my spare time, I will also watch it :D

Now, I want to share about the summary that I had made :D

EunJu has lost her father since she was a child and the story began with EunJu at the age of 18 years old making breakfast for her brother, while her mother was in fighting with a man. When her mother being beaten to death by the man, EunJu take her mother and quickly go from the house with the hidden proposal ring that was given for her mother (which EunJu stole it to make her mother not turning back to the house).

EunJu had grown up and watching her mother always depend on the other man to have a better life. But, the mother always being disappointed by the men every time. So, EunJu tried to be strong, independent, and looks cool on her expression (but she is a sensitive person). While she run away from her mother’s man, she crash with Hyo Sun.

Trying to get the ring back, EunJu’s mum went to HyoSun’s high school,. At there she found out Hyo Sun is from a rich family, and also found that Hyo Sun’s father is an owner of a local rice wine brewery and a widower. Then, she had a plan to stay at HyoSun’s house, so she becomes really nice and cares to HyoSun. Finally, Hyo Sun’s father falling in love with Eun Ju’s mum and they get married.

Knowing that her mum want to married again with the other man, EunJu ask her mom not to move to the man’s house and made a living by themselves and not to depend on man anymore. But her mum refuse and make sure that it was the last time they have to run again.

From the beginning, HyoSun really happy to have elder sister, so she being so nice to EunJu. But, EunJu is still cold and shows expressions that she hates HyoSun. As the time goes by, EunJu noticed that the family member really cares to HyoSun and always endulge her when she failed. Compared to Eun Ju, Hyo Sun is really a happy girl and never try hard on doing something. She also surrounded by the people that love her, so it makes her a little spoiled. Because of this, sometimes EunJu feels really alone and it makes her really sad.

In EunJu’s loneliness, she felt comfort when she meet a guy named KiHoon (he is a worker from HyoSun’s father brewery). They began to close when KiHoon teach EunJu in math.

One day, HyoSun’s father realized that EunJu was abandont by her mum and she not trusting anyone. So, he say to EunJu that she can trust him and she can ask for help from him. EunJu not really pay attention to him, but she really appreciate him for giving her chance go to school again.

When EunJu tried to open her heart to love KiHoon, suddenly he left without saying anything to EunJu and it makes her feel really sad. Actually KiHoon already made a letter to EunJu for asking him to stay with her and not go, but HyoSun hide it, so EunJu thinks that KiHoon already abandoned her and KiHoon thinks that EunJu was cold hearted not to bother him.

After 8 years, EunJu helps her father in his brewery and trying to find a more cheaper way to produce better quality of rice wine. Her relationships with HyoSun were bad. When HyoSun failed become a ballerina, she come back to her father and thinks that EunJu tried to steal everything from her. HyoSun also lied to EunJu that KiHoon always contacted her.

Later, KiHoon decides come back to her father’s brewery and he also decide to repair his relationships to EunJu, but EunJu just talking to him flatly. It’s because she thinks about his sudden departure, she knows HyoSun also like him and she feels indebted to the family. KiHoon feel hurt. Meanwhile, KiHoon was in situation to stop his brother’s plan to take over HyoSun’s father brewery. His father offered him to stop his brother, and he decided to stop it. But, he was betrayed by his dad and it makes HyoSun’s father in a way of bankrupt. Knowing he almost bankrupt, it makes him really shocked and leading him to death. On the other side, HyoSun blame EunJu that it’s her fault that make her father died.
After that incident, HyoSun did her way to continue her father’s brewery while HyoSun being weak and so often co cry. Finally, HyoSun discovered that her stepmother only acted nice to her and now she was back to her real personality (bad and doesn’t care to others). But, she also found out that EunJu will not steal everything from her.

From that on, she began to do something good for her stepmother and also trying not to hate EunJu anymore. When HyoSun was trying to be good to her stepmother, her stepmother always shows bad reactions and say that she didn’t like anything HyoSun do to her. Everyday that event always happen. When EunJu noticed it, she feels pity to HyoSun. So, she go to her mother and ask her mother to be nice with HyoSun, but her mum ignore it.

One day, HyoSun find her father’s diary and it writes about things that happen when her father is alive and it also written about her stepmother’s bad attitude and events when her stepmother betray her father’s kindness. When she read it, she hates her stepmother a lot. So, she had an idea to revenge of what her stepmother do to her dad.

Everyday, HyoSun being really kind to her mum. But at the back, she really hate her and want to kick her from the house. Finally, her mum feels bad to HyoSun, so she decide to go from the house. It is a really good news to HyoSun, but bad news to EunJu’s little brother.

One day, EunJu’s little brother was lost. Everybody have searched for him, but no one found him. When EunJu’s mother hear this news, she quickly back to the house and said angrily to EunJu and HyoSun because they can’t keep him. After that, she searched her son all over the house and finally found him under the desk in his . When she ask why he lost, her son just say it’s because he played with his dad, but when he was so exciting to play, his father leave him. Hearing his story, her mum, EunJu, and HyoSun were began to cry.

From that event, finally EunJu’s mother stay at home and slowly but sure, her attitude started to be better. Finally, KiHoon’s father was investigated because he made a mistake by cheating to HyoSun’s father. But, KiHoon gives him courage and tell that he will always support him in his difficulties. KiHoon and EunJu’s relationship also better, they talk a lot and finally decide to have a relationship, as a boyfriend and a girlfriend. While HyoSun finally realize that she doesn’t hate her sister. Then, she talk to EunJu and they forgive each other’s mistake that they had done in the past. 

If you want to look the cover of this film, I'll show it to you..

I also put some images of the character (with their name) that have many parts in this film..

 Tae Cyeon as Jeong Woo

 Chun Jung Myung as Ki Hoon

 Moon Geun Young as Eun Ju

Seo Woo as Hyo Sun

Interested when seeing the summary and the characters on my post? Maybe, you should watch it by yourself :D

Choco and vanilla filled chocolate cupcakes with cornflakes topping

Hello to you !

I'm back to share some recipe that I already made :)

After thinking and choosing from many kinds of cake, finally I choose cupcakes to give to my friend as a present and I made it in this weekend :P
I also search from the internet what kinds of cupcake I'll make. The first web I open to give inspiration to me is masterchef.com.au . Why I open that first ?

My answer is because my sister tells me that sometimes she likes to watch that TV program and she found out the finalist in that competition is really really good in cooking ! Soo, she tried to open the website and found out there're recipes the contestant made in competition. She decides to make a few of those recipes and she said the taste is really Delicious !

Back to my story ..

Finally, I didn't decide to make cupcakes based on those recipes. I kept searching for making a good and delicious cupcake and I found a web that inspire me how to make it.

I'll share to you the recipes (some of this recipe already I modified)..

Makes for 15 ~
Ingredients =
- 1 cup unsalted butter or margarine
- 1 3/4 cups all - purpose flour
- 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
- 1 teaspoon salt
- 3/4 cup granulated sugar
- 2 large egg + 1 egg yolk
- 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract (don't use too much if you also want to make chocolate cupcakes from this dough)
- 1 1/2 cups whole milk
- chocolate, cut it square

Notes =

If you also want to make chocolate cupcakes, you just need to add ..

- 1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder

- 60 gr dark cooking chocolate (melted)

How to make it ?

1. Covered muffin pan with flour and margarine or butter. (it's used so the cupcakes will not stick to the pan)
2. Mixed flour, baking powder, and salt.
3. Mixed sugar, butter with electric mixer (for 3 minutes). Then, add eggs, milk, and vanilla extract. After around 10 minutes and it mixed well, pour ingredients number 2 into it. Mixed it again and after it becomes more tight (not soft), turn off the mixer and wait for 1 minutes.
4. Pour the dough to muffin pan, don't fill it full, just make it 3/4 full.
5. (Additional steps, if you want to make some chocolate cupcakes with this dough). Pour cocoa powder, and melted chocolate to the dough and mixed it well.
6. (Do this step if you want the cupcake filled inside with chocolate). Put, the chocolate square to the center of each cupcake. Make sure the chocolate doesn't appear on the surface.
7. Baked it on 250 celcius degree for 20-25 minutes.

Steps for making the topping =

You can choose 1 of these option for topping ..

1. Mix 1/2 cup butter or margarine, 2 teaspoon of cocoa powder, 1/2 cup of sugar, 120 gr of melting chocolate. Last step, put cornflakes to it and mixed it well.

2. Mix 200 gr of melting chocolate with cornflakes

After you choose, cover the cupcake with the topping.

I have a photo of this recipe ..

Introduction :D

Hello Bloggers !

I almost forget to introduce myself. So now, it's the time for introduction :D

My full name is Rika Nathania, but you can call me Rika :)

I live in Jakarta and now, I'm 15 years old.

I love find new things in life and there's a LOT of things can be happen, so that's why I said life is colourful :)

In my blog, I'll share some of my experiences, about my daily life, and I'll also share good things that I found :P

I like to draw, watching movies and also try new recipe. So, I'll post some of my drawings, good and bad movies that I watched, and also some recipes that I already tried :)

I'll share some of my photos ..

  

In my lovely room <3

  Actually I don't wear glasses, but I just try wearing those glasses :P

 

With my lovely Teddy Bear <3

Soo bloggers, if you mind to read my blog, that'll be good. And if I'd made some mistakes you can tell it to me :)

 Ps =

Sorry If I'd made mistakes on my grammar, because I'm still not really good in English :)

love,

Rika :)